Palette Collection | Tarte Cosmetics

Good afternoon all! I hope you are having or have had a lovely Sunday! It feels weird to know that I have to go back to work tomorrow for a full week after being off for almost all the winter break. I love my job and am excited but am not feeling like getting up at 7am tomorrow to get to work on time!

However, I am excited to play around with my newest eyeshadow palette; the Tarte Tarteist Pro palette. I was able to pick it up while my sister and I went to Buffalo for a few days last weekend. It is so beautiful and I have had my eye on it for a while but here in Canada, the palette retails for $79 with tax, and that is just too much. So, I was able to pick it up in Buffalo for only $53 with their tax and am very happy that I’ve added it to my collection.

I love the brand Tarte. I adore their blushes; they are probably my favourite formula that I have tried. I like their mascara, and I love their eye shadows. I own 5 of their makeup palettes, the most of any one brand in my collection, and so I have decided to share my thoughts and swatches of these palettes with you!

From Top to Bottom: Graveyard Girl Swamp Queen Palette, Tarteist Pro Palette, Carried Away Palette, Tarteist Pro to Go Palette, Tartelette Tease Palette

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Project Pan | 2018

Okay guys, I think I’m back. One of my New Year’s Resolutions is to get back into writing, and I just haven’t felt the tug to continue with the book I started writing just yet, but I’ve wanted to get back into posting on this blog. I haven’t decided if I’m going to keep my blog domain name the same but for now it stays, along with all of my old posts in case you want to make me cringe while you read them.

I really want to focus this blog mostly on beauty and fitness. I love makeup; that’s a fact. But, I just recently received a Fitbit from my parents this Christmas and I’m trying hard this year to focus on becoming the best me that I can be and that means getting healthy. So I’m thinking some weekly Fitbit updates, posts on me trying out new recipes etc. I don’t want to focus too much on the scale – as that is what has kept me from continuing on getting fit in the past; I am very impatient and when I don’t see results, I quit. So, I will not be weighing myself regularly.

My aim for this blog in 2018 will be to do at least one post a week. That can’t be too hard, can it?

So, for my first post back (along with this lovely update for you all) is ….. a Project Pan for 2018!

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My 16 Favourite Things/Moments of 2016

While 2016 may have been a global disaster, I would like to point out some positives in my life and remember the 16 best moments and my favourite things of this year (in no particular order)! Enjoy!

  1. I lost my virginity this year. A little bittersweet; you can read my afterthoughts here.
  2. The annual Plato’s Closet Conference. This year hosted in Arizona; so beautiful and very thankful that I am able to go to these conferences.
  3. My favourite book I read this year and now one of my all-time favourite books is 11/22/63 by Stephen King.
  4. My favourite song of the year was Closer by the Chainsmokers ft. Halsey.
  5. Going to my friend’s cottage and starting a new tradition called the Drank-Olympics.
  6. I got my pizza slice tattoo in Vegas!
  7. I was able to visit the Grand Canyon!
  8. I said goodbye to an awful, negative friend and I’ve been so much happier.
  9. The many “girls’ nights” with my best friends in Toronto.
  10. Getting asked to be a bridesmaid in my best friend’s wedding.
  11. Deciding to buy a house next year with my sister.
  12. Finally seeing one of my best friends come home after spending two years in Australia.
  13. Being recognized for all my hard work and getting a raise!
  14. Receiving a benefits package at work – yay for adulting!
  15. My mom and I no longer fighting as much especially when it comes to my weight!
  16. Choosing to begin a healthier eating lifestyle and workout almost every day. I know I can be the best version of myself possible.

Here’s to an even better 2017 for me, and for the rest of the world too!

Real Time Rant | Has the Work Ethic Changed?

Okay, so this post isn’t going to be like my others. I may lean into a rant here but I have a serious question: has the work ethic changed? And has it changed especially in millennials?

I am 25, which actually means I’m supposed to be a GEN Y baby (1980 – 2000). That spans a lot of years, but I’ll take it.

My issue is with the ever-changing work ethic of 15, 16, 17 year old’s etc. that I see in customer service every day and who hardly do a damn thing but want more money.

Let’s filter back a bit; here’s a background on me and my jobs:

My first job was at Tim Hortons which is a national coffee chain in Canada. I was 16. It was horrible. It was the only job I’ve ever despised going into work at. The manager was an ass (he actually still runs the same Tims too), my co-workers were mainly mean (I was very shy back in the day), and to give you some background on how this was run – my trainer left me after two hours on my first day. I lasted 2 months and then I quit on the spot.

My second job was at Country Style about eight months after Tims; another coffee chain. The owners were a married couple who loved me. I worked there for a year and a half before having to leave for college. I got a raise while working there due to my work ethic. Some of my hours ranged from 6am to 2pm, and I was 17.

I worked at Walmart for one summer between college. They treat their employees great with a little over minimum wage and some great breaks. I didn’t love my co-workers but once I got the hang of cashing out, it was a breeze to do and the days went by quick.

I worked in an office for two summers as part of a staff/student program (meaning you had to be related to someone who worked at the company to get a position). It was so friggen boring. But oh, the pay was amazing and that’s probably why they paid us so much because it was boring. You either had the choice of working outside doing grunge work or working in a department in one of the offices. I basically photo-copied all day. But my savings account thanks me every day.

The last job I’ve had, the one I’ve been with for over three years is at Plato’s Closet. It’s a North American “thrift” type store where people sell clothes to you (70% less than retail value) and we pay them a portion of what we sell it for. I started out as a sales associate here and worked my way up to manager within the three years.

I have seen teens come and go from all my jobs; I have seen horrible bosses and I like to think that I’m a pretty darn good manager.

I allow my staff to book time off (sometimes too much in the past), we don’t have to wear uniforms all the time, and most of the shifts are short (4-5 hours).

And yet, this year I have seen such a decrease in work ethic and an increase in excuses with my staff as well as other Plato’s staff (stories we hear from other locations too!).

Thankfully, our scheduling website keeps a record of who has requested days off and their reasons so myself and my managers can keep track of how many days people have booked off and we can see if they are trying to trick us, which believe it or not, has happened.

I had one staff member book off holidays always last minute. We tried speaking with her that she had about half the holidays already booked off for the year and we couldn’t accommodate the one she was attempting to book off at that moment, and she explained “my grandma isn’t well and so our family tries to visit her when we all have days off which is usually holidays.” I gave her that weekend off, I did, but we explained that we would be less forgiving I guess with the amount of time off she would get in the future. Because guess what? Grandparents are old and a lot of them aren’t well (mine included) but I arrange to see them around the work schedule I already have.

Another staff member (this just happened recently) was scheduled to work until about 6 on a Saturday, but she called at 5pm saying that her mother texted her on her break and told her she had a doctor’s appointment at 6 that day. She had cleared it with her supervisors that it was slow enough that she could potentially leave but called me just to make sure. A background on her as well: the previous week she completely forgot she worked and didn’t show up for her shift (she was an extra, and we discussed it with her and kept her on because we are nice and understanding managers!!!!!). She said that her mom makes all her appointments so that she didn’t even know she had one today, but could she go? I said very sternly (because I was like WTF?) that this is the only time I would let her leave early like this and that next time she has to arrange appointments around her schedule (because guess what, she knew she has this shift for over a week and a half!).

Also the amount of staff who can’t come in for shifts due to being sick? And I’m not talking about vomiting/flu illnesses, I’m talking just a simple cough and cold. Take a dayquil and come to work. I had to go to the emergency room the night before last Black Friday because of what I assumed was a very bad case of strep throat (could barely swallow) from midnight until 2am, came home, took my medication, and work up at 7:30am to go to work and work Black Friday from 9-5. So, do not tell me you have a cough and you can’t come in. No one would have been able to take my shift last year, but I had to work it because we needed all the help we could get; it was our first Black Friday event and it was insane. I suffered through it and I was fine. You’ll be fine too.

We had an issue in one of the other locations recently too where normally on a Sunday there are 5 staff working. Three of them called in sick, and none of the other 10 staff were able to cover any of the shifts, so the owner had to come in and work a full day. Our owners do not work in the store anymore, they work on the store (marketing, inventory etc.) so you know it’s bad if one of them has to come in and cover a shift.

I don’t want to rant about all my staff because most of them are great. There’s just been a handful of them recently and recent hires (some have lasted, some haven’t) who exhibit this decrease in work ethic but seem happy that they get paid the good minimum wage we have here in Ontario ($11.25 now I think?). When an employee can’t even change a garbage properly after a couple weeks of hiring them, it makes me wonder if they are seriously cut out for this job. If they are unable to do the basic items, how can I expect them to understand how to buy clothing, how to cash out on our system etc.?

I’m hoping this is just a phase right now, and maybe although it’s a little ways away, that once the New Year comes maybe this little epidemic will end. Overall, I have a select few amazing staff, some good staff and a couple not-so-great-maybe-part-of-the-epidemic staff.

Some people might find that I’m being nitpicky about items, and to each their own, but when you start dealing with fifteen staff members under you and 2/3 of them are high school kids, please tell me how to lead them better. Because I try. I try so dang hard to be a stern voice of reason. I don’t want to be mean like my first boss, but I can’t let them walk all over me. I started out willing to listen to all these issues and excuses, but now I see them for what they really are: EXCUSES.

I love my job and I love all my staff. They are all great people, just some don’t have a great work ethic. And with some of the leniency we have here, I wonder if they would be good staff any where else.

I’m sure whenever I do leave this job, I could write a book about all the different excuses I got from staff who were ever late. Maybe that will be a best seller someday.


October Favourites | Beauty, Books, Entertainment

Hi guys! Welcome back! Today’s post features all of my favourites for the month of October. Normally, I don’t do these types of posts (I actually hate watching these videos on YouTube), but I do have more “lifestyle” favourites over my beauty faves so I think this will be a little more interesting for me. Enjoy!


1. Dream Fresh BB Cream by Maybelline in Light

I was sick for the first week or so of October, so I ended up wearing a much lighter coverage foundation because I barely wanted to wear makeup at all. They redesigned the Dream Fresh BB cream, but I think I do actually find a little bit of a difference with it, and I think I prefer it! It’s a little more coverage than the previous formula and the “grapefruit” scent you cannot smell much of at all, which is great since I hate grapefruit. But anyways, a great favourite to come back to!

2. Graveyard Girl Swamp Queen Palette from Tarte

I love this palette! I do not know why it got such bad reviews from some YouTubers. Yes, the shades are powdery but I find most of Tarte eyeshadow palettes are. The burnt orange shade called Dogman is my favourite! The bronzer in the palette leans a little orange, but the blush is great and the highlighter OH THE HIGHLIGHTER is amazing! A little goes along way throughout the entire palette. Well worth the cost!

3. NYX single eyeshadow in the shade Suede

A great transition colour, and while I do have a lot of cool toned browns, this one leans more warm which I love!

4. Lip Balm

Just lip balm in general for the month of October! My lips get dry when it starts getting colder, so I’ve been reaching for my Revos and EOS lip balms a lot over the past month or so.

5. Bath and Body Works’ Pumpkin Apple Cider Body Spray and Marshmallow Pumpkin Latte Body Wash

I’m not usually a fan of pumpkin smells but gosh darnit these two are amazing! Especially the body wash! Their fall sale grabbed me and I splurged!


1. Tami Hoag’s The Bitter Season

Two crimes in one? Oh yeah! Kovac and Liska back at it again? Oh Yeah! A gruesome and creepy murder mystery? OH YEAH!

2. Amy Schumer’s The Girl with the Lower Back Tattoo

Didn’t finish this book until a few days ago, but had to include it. Yes, her book is hilarious and raunchy and all the things you would expect that would come out of Amy Schumer’s mouth but she writes it from her own perspective and she does write about situations that I didn’t know she went through like sexual assault and domestic abuse. She writes about her dad and his diagnosis with MS. The book is funny and hysterial and raw and real and sad. It’s great.


1. Closer by The Chainsmokers ft. Halsey

My two faves collaborate on a song? OH YEAH!

2. Side to Side by Ariana Grande ft. Nicki Minaj

I didn’t want to like this because I’m not a fan of Ariana, but it’s so damn catchy!

3. K Theory Remixes

Just listen to all of this artist’s remixes. Eargasms.


1. That 70s Show – I’ve been marathoning this on Netflix and I did not realize how hilarious this show was!

2. Law and Order SVU – Again, I’ve been picking and choosing episodes off of Netflix and keeping up with the new season, but I just love it! I love crime shows!

3. Chicago P.D. – One of the best police shows ever! A great cast, and I’m very sad that Jon Seda is leaving for the new Chicago Justice series.

4. How to Get Away with Murder – do we see a theme here? This season is already much better than last season! I haven’t watched this week’s episode yet, but I’m hoping that it’s not Frank in the house fire!

I think that’s all my favourites this month! I hope you enjoyed this post! Thanks 🙂




Lipstick Collection: Wet N Wild Megalast & Revlon Super Lustrous

Hi guys! Today I bring you Part 1 of my lipstick collection! I’m not sure how many parts there will be to this post, but I do have many lipsticks (over 50?) and I’m going to try to split them up by brand, and then do the random lipsticks in a post all there own.

For today’s post, we’re talking about the Wet N Wild Megalast and the Revlon Super Lustrous lipsticks since I own a good chunk of each.

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